I was so scared to go through with it i had my surgery date all set 7-22-07. I kept wondering if i was doing the right thing, but after years of failing i needed to get myself healthy (not thin healthy that is what i cared about the most). The day before the surgery i had to drink this nasty stuff to clear me out OMG what a pain in the butt (literally). I was so scared i kept wanting to cancel and just go binge. Binging was how i delt with my stress and anxiety.
The morning of the surgery I felt like i was going to throw up as we were driving to the hospital Jim (my lovely finace) and my mother were with me for support. I couldnt have done this with out Jim he has been my rock! My surgery was at 7:30am i got ready and they gave me something to relax me and i was taken to the operating room, the next thing i remember was waking up in pain and asking "what did I do?" After i was given pain meds i was ok lol, and ready for what was a long hard road ahead of me. It was strange i felt no hunger at all it was like someone had finally turned off that switch. Above is me a week after surgery i am 275!
The morning of the surgery I felt like i was going to throw up as we were driving to the hospital Jim (my lovely finace) and my mother were with me for support. I couldnt have done this with out Jim he has been my rock! My surgery was at 7:30am i got ready and they gave me something to relax me and i was taken to the operating room, the next thing i remember was waking up in pain and asking "what did I do?" After i was given pain meds i was ok lol, and ready for what was a long hard road ahead of me. It was strange i felt no hunger at all it was like someone had finally turned off that switch. Above is me a week after surgery i am 275!
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